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Tuesday, January 26, 2010

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Saturday, January 02, 2010

Smile.


Alright I feel a little better after listening to some music from back home. And took a nice big deep breathe to calm myself down. And letting those salty sad tears that fall from my eyes disappear into a smile upon my face. I'm going to try and not let others get to me so much but yet I doubt that will work but oh well who cares, it doesn't hurt to try. Today the sky is bright and clear, as blue as the ocean. The trees moving as the wind passes through. Its to nice of such a day to be feeling down. Right? lol I'm going to let my smile bloom like this beautiful yellow flower today and everyday. Its a new year to start off without a smile.


Why me?


Why does it feel as if the world is against me? I honestly think I can say I try to be the nice person with the heart towards others. I also try to be respectful to others as much as possible. But why are others so mean and cruel to me? Since I've moved away from my home island and came to the states it has been a terrible experience. All I want is to go back to where I'm familiar with where we share love, kindness, happiness, smiles and share to ALOHA. To some aspect the move did better me to some circumstances and yet I don't know if it was all worth it. I never drank alcohol before I moved to the states then I became an alcoholic to slow my mind and numb the pain from others and my first time getting arrested and going to jail (for my duis). But now I've slowed down but for my New Years resolution is to quit drinking cold turkey, for myself. Anyway I hate the taste and it doesn't make you feel good either. I learned a lot. My heart can't take it anymore from others. Why is this world such a cold place? They say theres a hell and heaven when if there was a hell this is it. I'm not a depressed person or anything. Don't get me wrong I love life, I enjoy lots of things. I just can't stand how others are or yet understand people in general. Like they say always the good ones always get hurt. I hate it. blah...


Wednesday, December 30, 2009

The 2012 phenomenon comprises a range of eschatological beliefs which posit that cataclysmic or transformative events will occur on December 21 or December 23, 2012,[1][2] which is said to be the end-date of a 5,125-year-long Mayan Long Count calendar. These beliefs may derive in part from archaeoastronomical speculation,[3] alternative interpretations of mythology,[4] numerological constructions, or alleged prophecies from extraterrestrial beings.[5]

A New Age interpretation of this transition posits that, during this time, the planet and its inhabitants may undergo a positive physical or spiritual transformation, and that 2012 may mark the beginning of a new era.[6] Conversely, some believe that the 2012 date marks the beginning of an apocalypse. Both ideas have been disseminated in numerous books and TV documentaries, and have spread around the world through websites and discussion groups.

Scholars of various stripes have disputed the idea that a catastrophe will happen in 2012, suggesting that predictions of impending doom are found neither in classic Maya accounts nor in contemporary science. Mainstream Mayanist scholars argue that the idea that the Long Count calendar "ends" in 2012 misrepresents Maya history.[2][7] To the modern Maya, 2012 is largely irrelevant, and classic Maya sources on the subject are scarce and contradictory, suggesting that there was little if any universal agreement among them about what, if anything, the date might mean.[8]

Meanwhile, astronomers and other natural scientists have rejected the apocalyptic forecasts, on the grounds that the anticipated events are precluded by astronomical observations, or are unsubstantiated by the predictions that have been generated from these findings.[9] NASA likens fears about 2012 to those about the Y2K bug in the late 1990s, suggesting that an adequate analysis should stem fears of disaster.[9]


Is the world really going to end in 2012?



Some say yes. But is the world really going to end? Is it really going to end like they say in the so-call bible? What would you do if you knew the world was coming to an end? I think I would dig a huge tunnel underground and live and make sure I have all the water and food I need to live. And wait for the president to come rescue me. ahaha But seriously ever think about what if the world ended tomorrow, or in that next second, minute or day? Are you afraid?  Do you think the world is going to end by a hurricane, tsunami, nuclear? Mother nature will take its course. How can the president save everyone from that disaster if that shall come to that situation. Just let us all die. hah.









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